backstabber

那天我的疑心又来了。。
接下来的当然是做鬼作怪，设陷阱让人掉下去啦!
我的陷阱其实不会害人（陷阱不会害人?!我的头脑一定是坏了）。
应该算是吧！
因为只有想害人的人，爱说别人坏话的人，爱在后面踩你一脚的人才会掉下本人社的陷阱。
所以我应该还是善良的，本来都不打算害人，只是让人吸取教训。

那天啊那天，我就说起了一些话（陷阱）。。
那番话听了让善心的人感觉还好，但爱说人坏话的人自然而然掉了下去。
呜呼哀哉~
原以为 X 不会再这么严重了，但是！
X 依然没变，结果掉下了陷阱。

伤心的事，X 没变 。
开心的是，我证明了。
我打了简讯:
CONGRATULATION AND CELEBRATION
至好友，告诉Y 和 Z .
我笑了。。
原来，还是Y and Z 了解我多一点。。
算了吧！

哦！对了！
我忘了说，我没在制定任何人，除非你承认。
因为你。。。。
做了以上的事来让自己掉下陷阱。
=)


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我已经相信，有些人我永远不必等；
所以我明白，在灯火栏栅出为什么会哭；
只想你明白，我心甘情愿爱爱爱爱得要吐。

时间真的不是一切！

ps: will be using chinese because bc paper is still not over yet.

to my love liow wing ki

congratulation and celebration ~~~
happy b'day to our gang's xiao mei mei ( liow wing ki ) xD
had so much fun yesterday..
will post abt it after seni paper 2 ( fri ) .
=D
btw , wing ki loves our sub-present.
hey , qiqi dun 4gt it's just a sub present !!
and i ( shuang dao ) when i saw ur expression was like , stunted >>>> OMG >>> OMG >>> OMG >>> OMG i love this thingy !!!!!!!! hahahahaha...
anyway , xiu is the instrutor for doing this , the next was shi hun. =]
so anyway , i knw we willl definitely hang it up and replace ur jay chow , will you ?!?! hahhaa..

okay , nt enuf time for bio already , bye bye !!!
i will post it for you , qi qi !!!

QI , I LOVE YOU A HELL LOT !!!!!!!!

do enjoy ur 17th ! ( altho i'm going to 18 soon )

CHEERS ~!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

你总是那么naive，

随时会被人害都不知（你应该知道，bcz you're smart)

提醒了你，希望你catch到我说什么就好

ps: i'm afraid to sit daniel's car from now onwards.

my five beloved

this is my darling

elizabeth che (sis)

yes , i really couldnt live without her!!

and i wonder how is my life when i go to ns.

=(

che , faster find a bf lah ! it'd been 6 yeas ago.

=)

by the way , my che is vy yeng one k ?

and yea , i am waiting for my air ticket to... ( you knw what had you told me )

yay !!!!!!

these are my 2 dear(s).

1. kenny kor.

hey , i hope you can be a better man alright ?

i knw you're the intelligent one , why not you..?

and be good to wendy.

ps: i dun hv his personal pic , so i just cut it frm family pic. xD

2.marcus kor.

whee ~~

you're going to be 21th (27th nov) soon , then we can go to celebrate with whole family including xkuku ( who come back frm s'pore )

but sadly i havent buy ur present.

haha , no worries .

you knw i am good at buying present.

and you love my present , dont you ? ( coz i hv super high taste )

xD

and of course !!

shea er will attend our 1st family gathering , wish both of u luck !

this is my soul mate , nicole tan ! ( right , this is the christian name tat i nvr told anyone except mt )

she's way different with her outer her ( wth am i talking )

she's caring loving and wateva -ing. hahahahaha..

unlike the outer one , hmmphh !

i would love her if i am nt her , bcz she's perfect LOL

she will prove it if you hv the fortune ( LOL )

( huimei has personality disorder , proven ) xD

deng deng deng deng ~!!!!

this is my only one lover !!!!!!!!!

but sadly , it's N/A in m'sia yet ..

nvm i will drive this in overseas , it will just happen sooner or later.

wheeeee ~~

wait for me alright ?? my love.

I WANT NOBODY , NOBODY BUT YOU !!!!

so this is the five la , wat's u guys expecting for ? LOL

the truth is inside my soul mate's mind , ask her lor !

but the 5 above are part of the truth too wat...hahahha..

someone told me this :

he's born for me ,

i'm born for him.

I'M A GENIUS !

waiting to give myself a chance to say yes

and

do something genius then.

=D

are you ?

below is the text msg between me and erhmmmm (buddy) . 21/11/09 , night .

buddy : sometimes she's vy manja , and i will like say ok ok for everything.fan jian !

me : walao you , really fan jian !!! want people to manja somemore..ish !

buddy : eh , you hv to see her expression + she's pretty mah..add marks add marks.

me : i'm totally speechless !!! add marks somemore !! SEI YAM LOU !

buddy : walao , you nvr let ppl manja you b4 izzit ? hoho...

me : got k...but i reli dislike my non-lover to manja me , even they're my friends. it's like when they hug me or hold my hand or lie on my any part of my body or something , i will feel unfomfortable. then... ( confidential ) ........

buddy : ...........................(confidential )

me : wat the hack ! see !! told u u're a real yam lou !!! ishh... but

buddy : you also yam mah ... say me somemore..hmmph

me : when did i yam ? am nt ok ?? let me summarize ur yam points..
you dun mind ppl ppl to hug you , hold you , lie on you even....... SEI-YAM-LOU !

SO , YOU PEOPLE TELL ME ??
IS MY BUDDY YAM ?!?!
actually you ppl may knw who is tat yam lou.

 i met an ideal mate. =]

the one matches what i want.

i should stay away from you.

LOL

this is going to be a long post , ignore me.

i know i should be on the bed..
but i dono why , i am still very active.
doing math(for the whole afternoon and night) + facebooking + reading blog + smsing.
so my brain is actually multiifunction . =D
skip.

hv so many things to tell so many people.
=(
somehow , something just cant tell some people.
=(
mayb i'll regret , mayb it's a right decision.
=/

told so many people :
hey , i am going to miss you so sooon ~~!!
and so i got a lot of funny funny + weird + nice + creative + nonsense + normal 's answer.
hahahaha..( tat explained why was i so high in fb just now )
so i am actually viewing blogs now.

what i want to say is :
1. awww...dun remind me abt graduation anymore. so sad so sad.
=(

2.you knw ?? i hv so much to tell you ? but but...i'm way too too too afraid to tell. part reason is , i'm afraid bad thing will happen . mayb everything will jsut disppear. i dare nt take the risk. but yeah , i hope you feel the same way too.and right ! i hope you are happy always. the ugly truth ? i will keep it 1st , and will decide to tell or not after exam. bcz i am worry u're nt happy.you knw i care..

3. teachers and friends , why do u all leave so soon when i just started to love you ( especially for cikgu anny tan , cikgu hafeesha , MEGAN-my classmate ) everything had just put an full stop . sad sad sad.

4. when i just started to love my classmates , i am leaving. ( bcz i was always busy for meeting and often nt in class ) should i say i'm contented to learn to be a good leader or should i said i'm way too stupid not to cherish ppl around me ? right , mayb for the latter one.

5. regina !! i dun want you to leave me !! ='(   you knw i want to go ns with you !! you knw i always hope to study A-level with you together ? nt tat i'm so caring tat i always ask you if ur application for the university , but , i'm too afraid to go apart with you. but as a best friend , i knw i should nt be selfish.so , i will pray hard for you , so that you can go to UK as fast as possible as you wish to study there.love you , bff.

6. sigh....beside than sigh....it's stll a sigh........
hell !! i miss you !!!! i miss you i miss you !!!!can you hear me ???
forget abt it.  i'm always being the only one. =/
hell !!!! i'd actually accepted the bad probability.
bcz it's always like this. heeeee..
ps: eh this should be the same with no.2 =.=

7. everytime's everytime . i just dont knw how to appreciate some people.
i was being stubborn that i insist what i want what i like. and see no good ways in the others.
but when it's a past tense. there i started to see and realized. oh gosh !!!
can anyone wake me up when i'm still unconscions ?!?! i hate being like this.
no wonder ppl said : 人要等到失去后才懂得珍惜.
the biggest example was the thing happened when i was form1( eh my xxx , tat's vy good 1 k ). heeee.

8. everytime's everytime , i just dont knw how to grab the chance. when there's the opportunity awaiting for me in front , i'll just let go bcz of my idiotic negative thinking mind ! then then , when there's a fake opportunity , i will grab it. =.=  stupid ..stupid-est ppl on earth..wheee ~~

9. question marks are still hovering in my mind.. my xxx( i cannot bongkar ur name , will tell u personally , bt i am sure right now i mean you ) told me nt to do it . bcz it'll be a bad result.haha.. yes, mayb , i knw ? bcz i dun see any very very good reason and way to support my questions.so you're right.i should listen to you,or else i'll be grabbing the wrong chance again(most probably) . *winks*
ps: eh this should be the same with no.6  =.=

10. pfft !! out out out !!!! stupid thing , dun find fault for urself , tanhuimei. people will hate you !
 it's actually the same thing appearing in my mind again..brrrrr...nt going to type it out. confidential. xD

finished crapping,
goodnight people.

YOU KNW I LOVE YOU !

but i knw i'm disallowed , right ?

nvm , i'm disappearing .

i hope you're glad

because

i exist.

for my best buddy.

buddy ,
i want you to listen , not hear , alright ??

althought i am one with no experience but still , i have some of those basic principle and i couldn't deny tat it's right and true.
love is about two people .
yes , i knw you love her , and she loves you.
why ? bcz there's something called fate pull both of you together.
if you think fate is just something comes easily , you're wrong then.

inclusive.
yes , people isnt psychic.
they may do something wrong.
but you love her , she's ur only one. and supposingly , you should be inclusive about her and not only forgive her.yes , i understand tat she was over limit , and you reli couldnt stand another her.
but , mayb she is really too naive only she think tat's only wat friend's do.
okay ! the erhm..( wat had happened few days ago including k and s ) , it's nt her fault k ?
it's tat idiot's fault , she will nvr tat she will erhmm...it just happened suddenly.
you told her nt to do it again..
how you knw she didnt change it???

trust.
if you dun trust each other , i will be sure tat there's no more relationship.
what if you downgrade it to be friendship ???
i'm pretty sure the friendship will end within 1 week or mayb 1 month.
i insist , if you love her , you should trust her !
if she keep repeating the things .
then i think , she's no longer belongs to you.
bcz she dun even treat you as her only one.
so why nt just break up ?
look..
you only lose someone who doesnt love you ,
but she lose someone who loves her so much.
so you people tell me ,
who's worth and who's not.
and you will not be so annoyed too..
you knw , it's sad to see you unhappy everyday , even during exam.
you'll like suddenly recall the scene.
=/

forgive.
so if you reli love her.
you should really forgive her !!
forgive = nt to be angry and forget abt wat she had done !!
i personally think that if you dun forgive her , it's hard to hold the relationship too..
if she promise you to change , chance is always the best gift.
=)

i know you love her !
and i understand how angry and disappointed you are.
but , as i said.
FORGET AND FORGIVE !
what you gain will only be HAPPINESS.
remember :
if you love her , you should trust her .
and dun forget ..
i'll always support you no matter what's ur decision.
=]

it's so lucky , so lucky that she'd given her the best gift - love.

a gift that she couldnt see , only to feel.

a gift that will lighten the dark.

bomb !

BOOOOOOOOOOMB !!
BOOOMB 
BOOMB
BOOOOOOMB !!!!!
BOOOOOMB
THE SEJARAH , PEOPLE ! HAHAHAHAHA..
hey , seriously , i'm nt going to sell any of my sej books ( 2 text books + reference booksss + exercise books ) bcz i love'em too much !
so , in order to love then , i'll mourn for them one minute then...
BURN'EM !!!
rest in peace ok ??/ hahahahahahaha , i'll miss you all , seriously !!! hahahahha...

okay okay..
so i'll post about my dear , soul mate , darling , lover here ! =D
i mean , nx post..
so stay tune..

anyway , i have 2 dear , 1 darling , 1 soul mate and of course THE ONLY ONE lover..
whoo ~~~~~
guess who ?? hahahahahaa...
i'm mad i'm mad , seriously !!
but i'm serious abt 5 of them ok ???
hey , wait alright ??
i'm gonna get the nicest photos of the 5 1st...
=D
hiak hiak hiak....
nervous not ?? xD
yes i am nervous. =.=
it's abt my bahagia k ?

anyway , the song may represent them.
for my darling    : 爱的就是你-王力宏
fior my dear 1    : better man - ronan keating
for my dear 2     : 说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦
for my soul mate : nothing's gonna change my love for you - 方大同
for my only one   : nobody but you - wonder girls

eh , you can google the lyric and read through the lyric 1st , so that you can guess the people .
okay , math + add math's time.
BYE ~

and say hi to the 5 in the nx post k ?
=]

i insist !!

darling/lover is only to call the one i love and cant live without in my life. =D

fine!

 nt even the last day....

=/

waiting for 18th nov

let me sing a song 1st :
* eh chaw yeh ying xiu xiao mei , faster tell them the title , faster faster !!! *
hahahahahahaha..
i'm so obsessed with this song recently !!!
i was like , ' hey , are you crazy ?! why do u listen this song like days and night ' when my sis was listening.
now....
i keep singing it in the sch until .....
xiao mei loves this song
ying xiu loves this song
chaw yeh says she can sing the lyric upside down.
brrr......

ladies and gentlemen , please applause for tan hui mei .. * applause*
又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当有一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回地徘徊


我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海

疲惫的身影不是我

不是你想看见的我

我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

habis cerita ~

study time.

i'm happy today..

i dono why , just happy..

hahahahahah !!!!

bomb me !!!!

* eh why is everybody use 'bomb' nowadays ?! *

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE !

maybe spm is near , tat's why i'm mad !

released

I'm released!
Yay!!
Aiyar, thx to those who always tease me one lor..
Like mt, cc, cy, Chee lee etc..
Thx to those who advice me 1 lor..
Like xm, Qiqi, re and etc.

Eh actually i've learnt something..
I left more space for myself.
I realized, i'd stated 'no entry' to the others.
Now i see, it's great thou!
Whee~

Let's cheers, let's applause! =D

Thank you LOR..
(You guys know who you are)
=]

坚强吧！

人家常说
有付出的，一定有回报。
为什么我们付出的一年三个月却没有回报？
化为泡影的痛，也许只有我们理解。
虽然伤心，那一天，我们都偷偷躲在家里的角落掉泪，但相信，我们的心都是贴在一起。
筹委们，虽然现在我还办不到，但我想在此给你们鼓励及力量！
我们是最棒的！
因为我们是华校中的女豪杰！
祝，考试顺利！

lost

1 sentence 6 words .
I HAD NEVER BEEN SO DEPRESSED !!
NO..   f5 students only know to  angry , feel frustrated for not getting  school graduation  magazine..
but nobody knows the pain of us, the 21 committee..
right.
mayb you all still can feel the beauty of our grad. mag but us.....
because he will reprint for us...
but he had told us tat the quality...( ermmm...you all better be prepared )
nobody knows...nobody knows the original one,the most beautiful one , the most awesome among every  high school ( YEA !!! I CAN TELL !! AND I HAVE THIS CONFIDENCE) .
and the thing i really couldnt stand is the COLOUR !!!
IT FADE LIKE A LUMP OF SHIT !!!!!!!!
THIS IS NOT THE ORIGINAL COLOUR !!!
THIS IS NT THE BEAUTY OF OUR ARTWORKS !!!!
then the face all BLUR like shit !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  then he told u s even he reprint for us  , the face w ill still very blur !!!!
and yea , this is the real 'lost' feeling..
right .. nobody knows...nobody understand...
i knw i shouldnt say this but really !!!
it's the printer's fault !! i can tell !!! i can guarantee !!!
so people out there , ask us abt the printer if u all hv something to print.
we will tell u the name of this company of goodness sake.
right..
nobody understand..
nobody knows...
nobody knows how we feel...
nobody ..
nobody ..

i feel like crying ,

but the tears had frozen;

i feel like killing him ( the printer ) ,

but i'm so down until i'd no strength anymore.

for my love

'ho mia' ( good life ) dog. gt a bed to sleep.

but when it's fooled with its owner ( especially me and my sis )

this is the result !! ghahahahahahahahah !!!!!!

it's trapped under the little table.

then we used books to cover the hole.

and oh my goodness !!

i wonder why am i having so many referrence books !!!

geng punya saya... =/

can you see its eyebrown !??!?! hahahahahahaha ..

it's like 八 .

which means it frown !!!

irghh !!!! so cute so cute so so cute !!

trying to look for a way .

and of course it failed ! LOL

once again , it frown to gain sympathy from us..

hahahahahaha !!!

yes .

i hug it when i'm happy

i hug it when i'm sad

i hug it when i'm tired

i hug it when i'm stress

i hug it when i'm nervous

i hug it when i'm boring

i hug it when i'm .........

whatever

whenever

i miss you

she miss you

he miss you.

=(

WONT BE UPDATING BLOG ANYMORE .

BYE ~!

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE !

Let's wish let's study let's partay!!

hey dude, wonder wth am i still doing here ??
hmmm...it's the last post until 4th of dec. =D
wanna vandalize something here first.xD

okay , to ans the quest which everyone want to knw.
so sorry to tell u that , photo will be uploaded after 4th of dec.
cant blame me rite ?? spm is more important..
so be it. =]

next ... talk with anger. =/
i heard something tat day with my OWN ears !
I JUST COULNDT BELIEVE IT !
hey you !!!
how can you treat your friend like this ??
c'mon !!! she's your friend !!!
and how can you ever try to hurt her again and again ?
betray her again and again...
you WERE so , okay , ppl may think that you're still a children but no..
you ARE  so now !!
let's see !!
i knw she could just scold anything , but she dont even say a single bad word of you .
she's good to you , and how can you being so cruel ??
and now !!!!!!!
YOU'RE PULLING ME INTO TROUBLE TOO !!!
wat the eff do you want ?!
you're real ugly !!
as an evil , as a ...iisssshhhh !!!
c'mon !!! she's nt only your friend.
she's my friend , she's her friends' friend !
and you dun hv the right to hurt her like this.
yes , you can say i hv no right to say this , but look .
you're trying to pushing me into trouble , so this is also my business !
in addition , i'm standing here as her friend but wat abt you ??
you're trying to hurt her again !
you b**** !

to my love-st sis.
i apologize for my emotional.
hey , but i still insist tat it's partially your fault !!
but you knw i love you rite ?
you knw i'm mad sometimes ( when i'm pressure) rite ?
i knw you gt a shocked when i suddenly break the hanger .
but look !!!
i hate people.........!( you knw wat u did ) and you should knw , dont you ?
xD.
so wonder why am i posting this here ??
because my sister ,
bought me my favorite biscuit and milk
and yea , so i apologize.
i love you ! ( wahh , i dun even tell anyone this 3 words lor )

well..
people , study hard !!!
we left 12 days to spm and 27 days to freedom ( 4th of dec )
and we can go PARTY !!!!
muahahahahahahha !!!!!

but look..
they said :
let's count the sneeze !!
1....2........3. !!! huimei SNEEZE .
if i'm disgusting , i will sneeze on your face man !!
anyway , u'd done a great job on the amount of my sneeze isnt it ??
hahahaha..
*hope to recover soon.*

oh yea :
qi , xiu , T , herrick , lek , hun , dd .
as i said , sing 在树上唱歌when we're on the way to our trip ok !!
it suits our relaxing mood .
我要光着脚丫在树上唱歌。。~~
*promise made*..wheeeeee

one of my principle :

人不犯我，我不犯人；

人要犯我，我必犯人。

if i'm nt dumb ,

if you're not deaf ,

i will whisper this lyric deep into your ear ,

无条件为你-梁静茹

random

hey people , i still cant upload the graduation night and dixie bday 's photo.
for the 1st , i  dun hv m uch time to online..
for dixie's bday , i still dun  get any pic yet...

urghh..my goodness..
so much sia soi !!!
was a lil bit drunk , then i ..... = (
cakap yang bukan bukan by sms people..
ishh !!
think i was still conscious , but still a lil bit drunk..
so , today , i felt embarrass to see them..
then then, why so many ppl knew abt it ?! ishhh !!!
no reputation nia..
luckily i only ki siao , sms a person , or i'll be dead...
isshhh !!!!
so dixie , you're right..
there was a hangover.. =.= zzzzzzzzzzzzz

oh hey mt ! !i wanna tell u something !!!
i'm so 'full' now ! ! mayb u would scold me.. but...
bcz 'hungry' is so suffering , so...
hey ! !nt tat  i dun feel 'hungry' anymore ,but you knw.....tiring.
okay tat's all for you , and wish u hv a save 2 days journey to HK.
*walao , spm is so near , and you're going to hk*

sigh sigh sigh ~~~
i dun wanna talk !!!
why  ??
because ...
no points talking..
eh and i am rasional d lor...
*xm , u knw the reason rite ?*
ishhh..
i'll see la...
spm is important rite ????
so be it..
ishhh.....
anyway , cheers !
think i'll be 'hungry' after 4th of dec !!

let's countdown !!  16 days to spm , 31 days to freedom !!
WHEE ~~~
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE !
=D

get this from facebook :

your blessing is no more than being safe and sound for the whole lifetime. 

=(

=)