Thursday, February 9, 2012

changes of life

3 months of Semester break is finishing in 4 days, yesh!!! class is reopening on 15th Feb! woolaaaa~~!! I'm excited. First goal of 2012 is to maintain the result like how I did in Sem 1. Bravo to myself, right, I'd forgotten when but since then, I promised to myself that I will never failed to meet my own expectation and to myself, I'm giving the highest expectation and achievements. Perhaps this is the difference between the old and the new me. Undoubtedly, I'd became more and more confidence than ever but good thing about it is, I'm not arrogant. blah! who cares what you think, it's my life it's my blog. I'm just jotting down things happened in my life to remind myself and to see how I grow. Hi, I'm me, I love mumbling to myself :D oh yeahh~!
Bad thing about school is, some friends are leaving or transferring to INTI Subang (blame Laureate, you sucks!!)
Two persons to be remembered. PZ and 'bro'. Anyway, I wish you both good luck on your choice altho you both will never see this blog forever (unless I tell you to see) teehee~!

Life's going on. We are growing up. I realize, perhaps the hardest part of life is to grow up mentally. If you think that life is about 'Eat Pray Love' then forget about it, you sucks. Many things happened within these months. I'd been through a lot and I realize, being mature and grown up are not what I thought it was. I'm re-defining 'mature' and 'grown up'. To remind myself here of being Mature and Grown Up. Summary and cutting off the details:
1. The way of treating people and myself. 
(No doubt I DID NOT treat the others disregarding to my own conscience but after many things happened, there it is, new resolution. Treat everyone like how they treat you. Fair. Here is a little ceremony, mourning to her and welcome the brand new one.)
2. Talk lesser. complain lesser. trust lesser. 
Growing up seems to be hard but challenge accepted and conquered. I'm again, glad of myself. 
Now I'm a grown up person. At least I know I am, deep down inside my heart. :)
I love my life, undoubtedly. I have great true best friends, awesome gang of friends-L4TP and my group of kendo friends. Actually I realize having older friends are good as they experience more than I do and they can give advice. I know I did not mess up with wrong persons, at least I don't need anyone of you to differenciate good or bad, or even teach me to mix with anyone else. It's my life and I'd NEVER did a wrong decisions of making decision and of course making friends so far. Time pass and time proves everything, I'm not regret of anything yet.

Although I appreciate and love my life now, but still, I would like a try.
If I can escape from this city, I just wish I could escape to a place that nobody knows me at all and start a whole new life there. I'm looking forward to next year. smile :)


I'm back to blog, no reason, just because I feel like it.
I wouldn't delete anything or change anything here, just let it be like it. Life's going on. Neither did I re-read anything because it isn't necessary too. The other main reason is because.. I'm lazy to create a new one blablabla.. teee heee~!
Okay, done the 'opening speech'.
Next post onwards will be the life of mine now.

I'm embracing every now and then gratefully :)