mood swing

my mood swings like the double swings..

mood swing again...
parents...
no ...
bro..
impossible
sister..
i dunwan to let her know..
friend..
errrr....???
uhhh ~~ no one...

at this moment...
i really need to tell someone , ONE , my boredom...
friend ??
i am scared of them...
apparently , i have a lot of friends..
but actually...
i dun trust their mouth...
now..
got one..
still observing...

i know...
u might think that i am so crazy..
whatever..

the only thing i know is...
so how if ... can be at my side ..
and give me just a simple smile..
and tell me..
"everything will be ok"

abnormal ??
whatever...
i love the one i love ,
why do i need to care abt other's thought..
whatever they say ,
it's their business...