i am.

fear is overwhelming

helpless

afraid

sad.

but all of sudden

you're here.

you swap all my fear away

i know,

i'm a grown up lady.

that i've someone who love me

and be by my side when i need you.

it's a touched

that i couldnt express

of the sudden 180 degree turning of my mood.
your hug
is always the best and warmest cure

ILY.

am i a sadist ?

only those who understand me well know.