lost

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I HAD NEVER BEEN SO DEPRESSED !!
NO..   f5 students only know to  angry , feel frustrated for not getting  school graduation  magazine..
but nobody knows the pain of us, the 21 committee..
right.
mayb you all still can feel the beauty of our grad. mag but us.....
because he will reprint for us...
but he had told us tat the quality...( ermmm...you all better be prepared )
nobody knows...nobody knows the original one,the most beautiful one , the most awesome among every  high school ( YEA !!! I CAN TELL !! AND I HAVE THIS CONFIDENCE) .
and the thing i really couldnt stand is the COLOUR !!!
IT FADE LIKE A LUMP OF SHIT !!!!!!!!
THIS IS NOT THE ORIGINAL COLOUR !!!
THIS IS NT THE BEAUTY OF OUR ARTWORKS !!!!
then the face all BLUR like shit !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  then he told u s even he reprint for us  , the face w ill still very blur !!!!
and yea , this is the real 'lost' feeling..
right .. nobody knows...nobody understand...
i knw i shouldnt say this but really !!!
it's the printer's fault !! i can tell !!! i can guarantee !!!
so people out there , ask us abt the printer if u all hv something to print.
we will tell u the name of this company of goodness sake.
right..
nobody understand..
nobody knows...
nobody knows how we feel...
nobody ..
nobody ..

i feel like crying ,

but the tears had frozen;

i feel like killing him ( the printer ) ,

but i'm so down until i'd no strength anymore.