sad + sad + SAD !!!

today is d basketball competition..
well...
we lose purple..
abt the reason , i dunwan to say...
*angry* !!!

but lose is just ok lar..
sad but not reli very very sad la...

actually today, i was sad for...
some other stuff..
uhh !!! mayb i should just go away afda d competition...
then i wont be sad..

today ..
i saw ...
....
something ....
my feeling is ?
errr...
helpless
disappointed
sad
angry
and..
i reli FREAK OUT !!!!

throwing d ball..
is just releasing my sadness ???
not reli...
anyhow , how can a ppl just throw away her feeling in her heart just by kepp throwing and throwing the ball ??

well...(R)
after tat , raining..
but we the crazy gang still playing basketball...
-playing under the rain-
kinda syok..
but afda tat ,...
i am so so so heandache !!!!
somemore...feel so cold for d whole day..
so , i am sick ...
dont care lah...

then sch dismiss...
well....
the only thing i can say is...
the god treat me like so 'good' !

after tat , reached home..
then watched movie when having dinner..
WHAT THE F*CK !
the movie is abt ...
THE SAME STORY AS WHAT I EXPERIENCED TODAY !!!
ISHHH !!!
i thought this will only happens in drama...
it's so .....urgh !
i dun need such a dramatic life la...
pls ~

well...
me headache since 1.00++pm til now..
so bye guys...

huimei is freak out !!