can you ?

i think....
..
....
i gonna lose a friend like quite soon ...
i dono the reason...
i dono y !!!!
she is like...
dunwan to talk to me recently..
not even a smile..
u know the feeling ??
u dono...
she is ...
a ....friend...
she is a...
dono which type of fren..
i mean..
friend gt some type 1 rite ?
best friend , close fren , friend , gossip fren , secret friend...
ok...
i know which type of friend she is..
maybe...
maybe..
because she is tat type of my friend ,
so she feels bother ... she feels irritating...
i dono !!!!!!
as i always say..
i dun care i dun care...
but know..
i care !!!!
i care a lot !!!!!
i feel sooo.......
errrmmm....
dono wat is the feeling...
i dono wat is the feeling ...
i dono how to describe..
if she dunwan to friend with me...
at least ...
ohh nop...
she has gt her reason for sure...
but at least...
i must know it !!!
mayb it's remours ??
mayb it's my fault...
human being....
surely did something wrong b4...
after tat , we need to chg or apologize and ask for forgive...
wat if she just don want to tell me..
and ...
i am losing a friend by no reason !!!
NO REASON !!!!
i try to talk to her ...
but wat i get is ...
a cold response...
mayb it's me the one ..
think too much...
or...
she is really ...
hate me..
THE FEELING IS SO HURT U KNOW !
the friend...
i dunwan to lose...
i dun hope to lose...
the friend...
tell me she wants her.....
she miss her ...
she ......
she argue v me ...
she talk to me....
GONNA LOSE ..
can i continue our friendship ??
u know...
i reli cherish u as my friend...
there are some of my friendsssss tat i dunwan to lose...
the one...including you....
can u tell me wat i did ??
can u forgive me ??
can u ????????
or mayb...
i shouldnt write this blog..
or it will be embarrassing when i meet her ...
but anyhow..
this is my blog...
blog is for me to write the thingss...


friendship never torn apart ? i have no comment...
friendship ?? i dunwan wat it means....