Thursday, September 30, 2010

we love you

year comes year ends 
time flies like an airplane;
if you dont enjoy it, you'll end up suffer in agony and dismay 
if you do,you will not realize times sneak away.

it was a touching memories recorded in my pre-u chapter.
in this day, 30 sept, a strict yet humour legend was borned.
yes, she's the legend among all the teachers and lecturers, i couldn't deny she is a very successful lecturer.
she's relatively strict, she scolds people badly and horribly ,
she tease people with a very irony way with something like :
" you know what is gong kia ? gong kia is you ! "
" whoever add me in facebook before this course ends is a moron , they don't have any thinking skill , thinking skill is a total zero, because they let me check out what they do and say in in fb."
" this simple chemistry question can be answered by a baby or a kindergarten kids. "
however , she add some jokes sometimes :
" the pollution causes the BAFFALOS dont have fun times with COWS anymore" ( okay, are cows and baffalos friends ever since ? LOL !!! )
" the examinor is a fierce man , OLDER THAN ME , HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE , ANGRY ... " ( well , these facts dont make a man being impatient and it's not actually a fact but a says from her LOL )
her jokes arent just an oral jokes , she adds some facial expression if it's available from the jokes, something like the :
- b'nnnggg face ( b'nggg = blur , according to her )
- shouts when her favourite tv shows end at the climax
- cute fake smile yet a very irony one
- suffocate face when suffering from alkalosis.
no doubt, everyone is very afraid of her , even english school or malay schools guys.
she is so , yes , but everyone respect her , a lot a lot !
she is so , yes , but everyone will still love her even after she scolds us badly.
but , we know , we know she's scolding us with reason and for our goodness sake.
so no matter how bad she scolds us , right after class dismiss , we'll still respect her and love her.
now, it left only one bloody week before our final study break and graduate from pre-u.
for me , i have a sudden realize that time just flies away without me realizing it.
i'm sad ,
i'm not willing to graduate away from her class,
and i....
i started missing her already...

year comes year ends,
time,
flies like an airplane.
happy birthday, miss leela ,
i wish you all the best, stay healthy , stay happy, stay strict, stay humour,
be the best lecturer especially the chem lecturer.
we love you.
up coming post : miss leela's bday celebration.
i'm gonna cherish the last week nx week.
til then, tears drop dramatically now.
bcos, i love you, miss leela.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

i am.

fear is overwhelming
helpless
afraid
sad.
but all of sudden
you're here.
you swap all my fear away
i know,
i'm a grown up lady.
that i've someone who love me
and be by my side when i need you.
it's a touched
that i couldnt express
of the sudden 180 degree turning of my mood.
your hug
is always the best and warmest cure
ILY.
am i a sadist ?
only those who understand me well know. 

Saturday, September 18, 2010

shit.

come ! let me tell you a story of our great government.
just sit down , relax and listen  to me. =)
I am legally 18 months ago yet i havent change my Identical card.
one fine day( wth ),i went to register for my passport due to the needs. here the story starts......

i reached the passport department (PD) early in the morning but the officer told me that i have to renew my IC to the 18 years old one.. oh crap. wat the hell , which means i hv to go to the IC department (ICD) located at ansun road to renew my IC.
that man told me that i need to get THE PIECE OF PAPER for my new IC as i cant get my IC so fast..
well , i rushed to ICD. i took the number and waited.
" sorry mr and mrs , due to the down line of our system , the registration of the new IC is now unavailable , please wait for a while to let our system get back to its function"
ughhh ! holly ~! okay..wait..wait..wait....
but wat the fuck !! we waited from 8 something til 10 something , start feeling irritating. so went out for lunch and went to some colleges to ask for some stuff..
so we expect it to be okay after we went back , but no !!
waited for another while , then mum decided to send me to college for class and go to sungai ara there to do after my class.
after my class , it was 4pm.
straight away went to sg ara there to do those shit , finally.i get the PIECE OF PAPER.

in the next day , i woke up at 6 something to queue up so that i can settle those stuff b4 my 8am class started.
"SORRY MISS, YOU HAVE TO GET THE IC SEMENTARA ( IC temporary ) ONLY YOU CAN DO YOUR PASSPORT."
"FUCK!? AINT YOU PEOPLE TOLD ME TO GET THIS PIECE OF PAPER , WHAT'S NOW?"
"THIS IS NOT THE IC TEMPORARY, THIS IS THE RECEIPT"
"FUCK YOU MAN, YOU NEVER TOLD ME THAT YOU WANT IC SEMENTARA , ONLY A PIECE OF SHIT PAPER !"
anger fill me , but shit ! i still have to go to ICD anyway.
so went to ansun road there to get that shit.
"SORRY MISS , YOU REGISTER IT AT SG ARA THERE , YOU CAN ONLY TAKE YOUR IC SEM. THERE NOT HERE"
"WHAT !? YOUR SYSTEM DOWN LINE AND THE WHOLE PENANG DOWN LINE TOGETHER , WHY CANT I JUST GET IT HERE ? DONT YOU TELL ME ITS DIFFERENT !"
" SORRY, BUT YOU CAN ONLY TAKE IT THERE , THIS IS THE PROCEDURE"
"FUCK PROCEDURE"
okay !!!! what the hell twice ! so we headed to sg ara again and get it.
then travel back to PD to do my passport.
it was kinda late , like 9 something or 10. now my number is 100+ away which means i hv to wait 100+ more ppl to go.
so we waited from the morning til the afternoon, around 2pm+
did it , but still have to come back 2 hours later to get the passport.
2 hours later , i finally get it.
ohh...
seeee??
WHAT A GREAT GOVERNMENT WITH GREAT SYSTEM OF MALAYSIA.
i guess this is how they work..
uhhh ~! two days wasted for all these shits..issssshhhhh....

Monday, September 13, 2010

i do.

Doubt that the stars are fire,
doubt that the sun does move,
doubt truth to be a liar,
but never doubt I love.

becos i'm tan hui mei.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

IUY


just like a girl who hit by a vehicle,
its a great accident.
and she ?
she had lost her memories,
gradually being another person.
until someday,
accident hit her and she woke up.
she realized how much things have changed.
but sorry,
she cant leave what she has now.
but something good is that she remember everything back.
she compares the two lives,
the two personalities,
the two conditions.
yikeesss...
love,
is an accident.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

the way i love you.


i could make you happy make your dream comes true,
nothing that i wouldnt do.
go to the ends of the earth for you,
to make you feel my love.